“picking up dishes…throwing them at you.”
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these past few weeks have definitely been hard. ive reverted to going back to feeling lonely…i don’t know what it is or how to make it go away. i have an amazing group of friends and my family is great. ive been able to open up to my mom alot more about things…but its still hard to because i know its difficult to hear her daughter struggling and she of course put the “mom” point of view on it. i have so much going for me and alot to focus on but there is still this block up that i wish would just go down so i can be me again. ihate this feeling. things have changed so much, but ive learned from it all. but now i have a feeling that my life is about to make the biggest change of all…its just a matter of if i have the strength to determine whether or not its happening…..
tumblrbot asked: WHAT IS YOUR EARLIEST HUMAN MEMORY?
ummm thats a rough one….probably spending the summers with my grandmom and going to south carolina
charles john worlinsky <3 this guy showed me that life is worth living…and that true love does exist. though i have only known him for a short time..i feel as though my life is more complete now that i have him in it. i have more ups than downs…i smile more than i thought i ever could…the miles may be vast but the love i have for him will last a lifetime. i know it sounds so corny and so immature to say im in love with him after only knowing him for less than a month…but i feel for him so fast…he saw me when i was invisible..he picked me up from the lowest low and made me his number one. the time i have spent with him has been utterly AMAZING!!! and im hoping for a lifetime more of amazing times. i love you baby…12-22-11…u made the end of a completely horrible year sooooo amazingly better :)